Bye Bye Albion

Left the apartment on wednesday night.

Been at Martina's place since then. She's a friend of Marie. German teacher, teaching French and German at Godolphin (the Harry Potter-like girl school where Marie's been working for 2 years). She's in love. It's so cute...

 

S. left yesterday.

Tearless sobs of mine, both sad and happy feelings under the rain.

I just know I've never felt so alive or so myself ever, though.

Leaving France brought me so much. Unexpected pain. Unfathomable happiness, freedom, self-fulfillment.

Unexpected strong and deep friendship.

 

Marie is leaving for a school trip to France in 45 minutes. I will be gone when she comes back.

Tomorrow will be one long Steph and Marie-less day.

I'll be in France in exactly 2 days.

I will definitely miss speaking English.